Yes you did again...
I know you have been coming to talk to me and make mockery of me all the time. You used to say that I was playing with your feelings and all I wanted was go on chatting with you just for having fun.
No. I didn't. All I wanted was being by your side... You, the owner of that voice who talked to me on the phone, that I love so much. Because you the owners of the "faces", I dont know who you are and it doesn't matter anymore.
Then I know you came to talk to me sometimes on hangouts, but always disguised, as you are used to live: pretending you are another person... I know you did. But just to make mockery of me, and to confuse me, just for revenge, because you shall hate me very hard, and because you knew I would get crazy, as you used to say I am, and you got it. But although you wanted to play with me and make me confuse about all that mess, what you did was very good for me, because I can't hold anymore...
I am very tired of loving you, of not being able to forget you, of feeling that maybe you are there on g+ watching all my movements...Maybe you are not. Maybe my head has constructed this idea...My obsession maybe? I know nothing anymore...
My heart was quiet. I did not forget you but I was being able to go on posting and talking on hangouts with some virtual friends... Many of them I have blocked, but some talk to me with respect and like a real friend... But then all those coincidences...will it be? I don't know...
So I decided: And I don't wanna play this game anymore. I have no more age for that... I am so tired...I want peace of mind...
I said here that all I wanted was to hear your voice once more... Then, somebody came to talk to me and this is part of our conversation:
Saturday, November 1, 2014 6:46
PM
f...
Hello dear your profile is worth a million glance can i be a friend ?
Denise
Sure You can
Welcome!
f...
wow thanks so much for that
My name is f... from Oklahoma united state i work with US military
presently here in Kabul Afghanistan for peacekeeping
mission and you?
note: very interesting... the same story I told you about other scammers who came to talk to me...where you testing me? But I thought this was one of those stupid scammers that sometimes still come to talk to me and I pretended I did not realize...
Denise
I am Denise from Brasil, nutritionist 2 adult kids. a widow for some
years, and nowadays in a relationship. Not married.
f...
thanks so much for accepting me as a friend i really appreciate
Denise
you are welcome my friend. If you want to talk sometimes... I just don't
video chat ok?
f...
ok dear
if you don't mind can i ask you something?
Denise
yes sure
f...
what can a friend like me do to always put a smile on your face whenever you are online to talk to me?
Denise
I have always a smile on my face dear. If we are friends we must be true
to each other. Just that. I am tired of liers and people who live to cheat. And
nowadays I have been on line all day unless on all weekends. We can talk whenever I am
here.
But... do you have a face?
The face you see here is me
Who are you faceless friend?
f...
wow you are so beautiful dear
Denise
thank you...but I am not that beautiful...
f...
smile
I have a daughter she is 17 years old her name is Anity
i lost my wife 5 years back in a car crash
note: OMG! His wife died in a car crash!!!
Denise
Oh this is bad
Never married again?
f...
i just promised myself to stay single for now
Denise
why? don't you miss somebody to love?
f...
smile
why did you ask?
Denise
because everybody does
And I feel happy that I am in love even not being loved back. For me
it's very important to have my heart always beating for someone as I have now....
f...
smile
you are worth to call a friend and i believe that a friends worth is in
your hope i'm right?
i just wish that i can hear your cool, sexy, charming voice deep down my
head
Denise
how can you say I have cool, sexy, and charming voice? Don't you think
you may be wrong???
lol
that i believe
Denise
Ohhh so you are a believer. That's good! I am one too...and I bet you have strong but soft voice... am I right?
f...
if you don't mind send me your phone number
Denise
I don't mind but you know I have a boy friend...and very jealous. And
now I am going to the movies. Would you mind if we talk other time? We can exchange
our phone numbers and if you have whatsapp we can talk there too. I have to
confesss I liked very much to talk to you. And I hope we can talk other times
and even to make a phone call so you and I can be sure about our voices...
f...
thanks so much for that
please just send me your phone number and I promise to call you (note: I did not ask you to call me here...I had said before in a text I posted here that I wish I could hear your voice again even for a second...)
Denise
I would like also to see your face. No need to be now but next time we
talk. May I???
Pleasure to talk to you
Hope you have a nice day? night?. Hope you have always peaceful days and
that God bless you...always...
Hugs
My phone number.... 55 21 9.....
f...
sorry i did not ask where are you from?
Denise
I am from Rio de Janeiro. BRASIL
See you....
Bye for now (note: like a fool I still love those words...)
Kisses
On your cheeks :))
Sunday, November 2, 2014 2:57 PM
note: after some texts kind of Control C Control V...
f...
ok
why i was asking all that is because I can't change your past with all
its heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories hope i'm right?
Denise
what heartache you are talking about?
f...
your past
I can always be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your
feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not
fall.
do you know what my mum told me about friendship?
Denise
Please tell me. Your mom still alive?
f...
yes
Denise
tell me what she says
f...
she told me that a friend in need is a friend indeed
Denise
beautiful dear
but I am not a person in need to have a friend to tell him my pains.
I told
you, I am well with myself and with my heart broken...
but my heart is quieter now
f...
heart broken
???
Denise
yes somebody I still have stuck on my heart
But this is past
He vanished and I am ok
f...
why what happened
Denise
Ohhh It's a long story...
May I tell you some other time?
f...
dear you can tell me now i am all yours
note:then you linked THIS SONG!!!
stuck on you
Denise
yes I know this song...
I made a video myself with this song...
f...
smile
note: you just smiled and no more comments. Laughing at me... the video I did for you with this song...
and then another song
the strenght of a woman
note: what? The strenght of a woman? But I have to confess I did not listen to this one. I was listening today. So after rereading our conversation, and listening to this song I got sure you were here talking to me...
Denise
Never heard this one
I am going to listen later ok?
f...
you are just to beautiful to be you dear
note: you strangely said that and linked this song below that I have to confess I did not listen to it all... again...
you'll be in my heart
Denise
I am just too beautiful to be me??? Could you please "translate" it for
me
I mean explain me better
f...
smile
the last song i sent to you will explain better
note:with those words you were laughing at me but as I did not listen to the song I did not relize it, and like a fool I said:
Denise
ohh ok thank you
f...
hope you understand now?
note: I had not listen so... I had not understood...but I said:
Denise
beautiful...
thank you...
f...
any time you need a friend
hope you will do that dear?
note: with this song above you were teasing me because you are sure I have abandoned you...
Denise
Lets begin
with:
What kind of
music you like?
f...
smile
blues and you?
Denise
no way
really???
f...
smile (note: always laughing at me)
Denise
not
worth like this
you have seen
my profile...
what more you
know about me???
let me tell
you
I have a cat
girl, and have to give her some food
can you give
me 5 min?
come right
back ok?
f...
ok baby
i will always wait for you (note: teasing me
right?)
Denise
thanks
I am back
tell me one
song you like
are you there?
f...
yes baby
Denise
tell me
one song you
like
f...
Lionel
Richie - All Night Long
Denise
this is
not blue...it's dancing...
f...
do you
know that song i'm talking about
Denise
all
night long??? yes dear
I know it
not blues
f...
can you
sing it for me?
Denise
hahaha
no I can't. I can sing
for you...."Hello" by Lionel
Ritchie too
I love it
f...
all night long
Denise
Yeah! Nice song!
f...
just for
you and i dear
note: kind of reggae right? How fool I was never realizing...You love reggae...
And you laughing at me all the time
Denise
thanks
f...
how is
tonight going to be like within you and i dear?
Denise
meaning....?
you are so far...
how can we
have a night together?
f...
I believe someday and somehow
when do
you want me to come over to your country to see you?
Denise
come
now...then you can hold me tight and kiss me, and....
I want you now
Can you come?(note: just kidding...)
f...
smile
you always put
a smile on my face each
time I'm with you(you used to tell me that all the time, although I know it's a cliché of scammers...)
how did you
learn that?
Denise
I feel
good when I do that...
but it's not
on purpose
I have never
learned that
f...
do you
watch the Olympics?
Denise
Yes
why?
tell me
what sport you
most like???
f...
Most
people like to watch the Olympics, because they only happen once every 4 years,
but I'd rather talk to you cause the chance of meeting someone so special like
you only happens once in a lifetime
note: laughing at me all the time...I can feel you hate me very deep...
f...
what did you
eat today?
Denise
nothing...I
want to starve...
f...
why?
Denise
just
kidding...
f...
why do
you want to hot yourself?
Denise
I am a
nutritionist dear
I eat only
healthy food
how about you?
what do you like
to eat?
f...
just
waiting for your own food dear
Denise
what?
you want to
eat me?
f...
smile
do you
really know how to cook?
note: I never told you here I knew how to cook... I told you about that when we used to talk in the past...
Denise
I am not
a cooker... I am a nutritionist. But I cook good
do you cook?
you never tell
me anything about you!!!!
I asked you
what kind of food you like. Could you pleeeease tell me dear???
f...
i know
how to cook very well
Denise
what
would you cook for me?
f...
dont
worry i will cook something nice for you when we see each other
when are
you going to come online tomorrow?
Denise
when do
you want me to be online?
for you to
tell me more about you with your
heart opened, and make me
fall for you
tell me the
time
I will be here
f...
smile
are you
falling for me?
Denise
who
knows??? Life is so full of surprises!!!
note: I was still thinking this was a scammer but not you...
f...
smile
not so fast
Denise
night night
dear
f...
you'll be in my heart
note: Then you left this link with the same song
you linked in the beginning when you said that
I was just too beautiful to be me and also said
that I would understand after listening to the
music.
But this time the song is by Phil Collins and
have lyrics, so you were quite sure I would
understand.
I began to listen to it later, and got completely
astonished with the... coincidence???
Who was this mysterious man here? If he were
not you, for sure was somebody who knew a lot
about ourselves and was here talking to me
just for having fun...
Denise
thanks
dear
I love this
song....
By the way
f...
smile
note:you laughing at me again...
Denise
nothing
let it be
sweet dreams
bye dear
AFTER THAT, YOU VANISHED... AGAIN...
LEAVING ME HERE LIKE CRAZY TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS THIS WEIRD CONVERSATION, WHO CAME TO TALK TO ME JUST TO LET ME MISS YOU MORE AND FEEL MORE CONFUSE...
So on november 4th I received a call from an unknown number on the number I gave to you that is my second chip. But I did not pick up the phone. I was so afraid it was really you... The principal number is the one we used to talk in the past that of course you don't have anymore.
That's it Whoever. I don't want to play this game anymore. I am not even sure if this one is really you...
You have no idea about what I feel for you...It's so hard, and I go on feeling such a pain... And I am very used of feeling pain, even though I maintain all my joy...
And that's life...
And I feel I need right now to do something for
myself , not to get completely crazy because of you...
From the bottom of my heart I wish I was able to know if you are ok, if you are happy and healthy.
And I hope you are ok. And hope you have someone you love and who loves you and takes care of you.
BUT AS I POSTED ON MY PROFILE...
FACING THIS HUGE QUESTION MARK THAT IS
MY FUTURE , I REFORMULATED MY BELIEFS :
I AM GIVING ME THE RIGHT TO NOT THINK SO
MUCH , TO CHARGE ME STILL LESS, AND LEAVE
SOME THINGS TO, MAYBE, UNDERSTAND
LATER ...
I QUIT WRESTLING THE BOAT , AND DECIDED
TO ADMIRE THE LANDSCAPE...
I love you baby... Take care... God bless you
Denise Morcillo
CHEERS BABY
BE HAPPY
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