I vanished because I just make foolishness in
your presence.
I get dumb when I should verbalize, say a nonsense
after another when stay in silence would be the best,
make jokes in bad taste and suffer before, during
and after meeting you.
I vanished because there is no future for us and this
is not the hardest deal. The hardest is not to have a
present and the past being more fluid than the air.
I vanished because there is not what we can
redeem.
My disappearance is coward but observant, half
worthless, half authentic.
I vanished because vanishing is a game of patience.
Vanishing is a risk and also wisdom.
I seem uninterested, but I vanished to be always by
your side...
Missing you will make more for us than my love for
you and its clumsy and thoughtless permanence.
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